Overdrive

THE!

2007-08-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

Been a while since my last pure text post. My sister introduced me to this, hope whoever reads this enjoys it as much as I did. ^^ The original post was posted by Nessa Nantin, a friend of me and my sisters^^.

PART 1

THE!

We' ve been friends for a long time ago. We come from the same alma mother. Actually, our paths crossed one time on another. But it's only now that I gave him a second look. I realized that beauty is in the eyes. The pulpbits of my heart went fast, really fast. Cute pala siya. And then, he came over with me. He said, "I hope you don't mine. Can I get your number?" Nag-worry ako. What if he doesn't give it back? He explained naman na it's so we could keep intact daw. Sabi ko, connect me if i'm wrong but are you asking me ouch? Nabigla siya. Sagot niya, The! Aba ! Parang siya pa ang galit! Persona ingrata!!! Ang kapal niya! I cried buckles of tears.

Na-guilty yata siya. Sabi niya, isipin mo na lang na this is a blessing in the sky. Irregardless daw of his feelings, we'll go ouch na rin. Now, we're so in love. Mute and epidemic na ang past. Thanks God we swallowed our fried. Kasi, I'm 33 na and I'm running our time. After 2 weeks, he plopped the question. "Will you marriage me?" I'm in a state of shocked. Kasi mantakin mo, when it rains, it's four! This is true good to be true. So siyempre, I said yes. Love is a many splendor.

Pero nung inaayos ko na ang aming kasal, everything swell to pieces. Nag-di-dinner kami noon nang biglang sa harap ng aming table, may babaeng humirit ng, "Well, well, well. Look do we have here." What the fuss! The nerd ng babaeng yon! She said they were still on. So I told her, whatever is that, cut me some slacks! I didn't want this to get our hand kaya I had to sip it in the bud. She accused me of steeling her boyfriend. Ats if! I don't want to portrait the role of the other woman. Gosh, tell me to the marines! I told her, "please, mine you own business!" Who would believe her anyway?

Dahil it's not my problem anymore but her problem anymore, tumigil na rin siya ng panggugulo. Everything is coming up daisies. I'm so happy. Even my boyfriend said liketwice. He's so supportive. Sabi niya, "Look at is this way. She's our of our lives."

Kaya advise ko sa inyo - take the risk. You can never can tell. Just burn the bridge when you get there. Life is shorts. If you make a mistake, we'll just pray for the internal and external repose of your soul. I second emotion.

Part II: the others

To Marjie,
I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you. Why?
What reason you can think about but you're very fat
body. I thought before that Dennis only use me to his
toy but sooner and later I'm realize that he really
can't not beared or stomached to be with you anymore
because at first, Dennis say he could not stand you're
habit of making pakialam all his walks [lakad] and
always calling to their house what he go home or this
or that.

And then he say he get ashame to met iether in school
or in his family and then asking you to exercise
you're very very, very fat body. But you hate it.
Thoughth your the most preetiest girls he knows about.
What do you think you are "Beautiful Girl" of Jose
Marie Chan?

Even you are beautiful face (to your think) you do not
have the right to called me whatsoever or else
different name one time or the other for the real
purposed to insults my personality because I'm never
call you names iether in the front of Dennis or in the
backs of Dennis, but if you start already to calling
me different name, I don't have any other choice
but to call you other different name to. Like you are
a PIG, FAT, OBESSED, OVERWIGHT, AND UGLY SHAPE girl.
Shame to you're body that is to a BUDING.

You can't not blame Dennis for exchanging you to me
because I am the more sexier than you when you look to
us in the mirror.

I'm repeat again that you are like Ike Lozada when she
is a girl.
Love,
The Sexiest Girl of D.M.

P.S. You say that I'm the bad breathe but who is
Dennis want to kissed. Me or you? You or me? And the
final is me. There you go.

Dream captive ^^

2007-08-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

When I opened my Photoshop program, I sat staring at the computer wondering what I'll do next... This was the result.^^ Thought I made Shoti a banner or something.^^

Even more wallpapers ^^

2007-07-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

I've been addicted to photoshop recently (Obvious, ain't it?^^). The Megaman zero wallpaper I made was for mobile phones so it's kinda small. I made the Itachi sig out of complete boredom, turned out pretty nice, well, for me that is ^^. Hmm... wonder what i'll do next with photoshop...^^

More Wallpapers

2007-07-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

I think i'm getting the hand of making wallpapers. Still thinking of my next project, hehehe. (Mudsi is so going to kill me for the wallpaper of Jeane^_^;). Hmmm... made a few sigs and avatars too, mostly of Kingom hearts.

Wallpapers

2007-07-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

First wallpaper I ever made, i'm not quite satisfied by it though... Maybe I should stick to sigs and avatars...

Teppei sig

2007-07-19T11:24:00.000+08:00

1st sig I made of Teppei. 3rd sig i've ever made so far.Ü I also made an animated one here.

Siggies!!!

2007-07-18T16:52:00.000+08:00

This is my 2nd sig i've made so far. I made for my ragna accounts.Ü

Sigs

2007-07-18T09:14:00.000+08:00

I've seen the joys of creating sigs. hehehe. This is my first sig, so please spare my photoshop skills at the moment.Ü

Flash and animation

2007-07-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

I've been practicing the Flash animations lately and this is a sample of one of them. The one I've made for this post can be found here since blogger won't animate it >.<. This is really basic, but I can do much more. I was just feeling lazy. Anyway, If you want your pics to be animated, just contact me here via comments or through my shoutbox.Ü

Say the Word (Kim Possible)

2007-07-03T15:36:00.000+08:00

All you have to do is, say the word
I’m there

I’m on it, I’ve got it
I can do anything
What you need, Got your back
Just say the word, I’m there

If you find your world is cavin’ in
You can bet your gonna need a friend
Someone to take those fears away

Say the word
Make a call and I’ll be there
Anytime, anywhere
Have you heard
That I’m all about savin’ your world
All you have to do is say the word

In trouble, in it deep
This is a promise that I can keep
Make it right, count on me
To be the best friend I can be
When your life is bending
Upside down
I’ll be the one to turn it around

Say the word
Make a call and I’ll be there
Anytime, anywhere
Have you heard
That I’m all about savin’ your world
All you have to do is say the word
(Say the word)

If you find your world is cavin’ in
You can bet your gonna need a friend
You will fly
Or I will take your fears away

Say the word
Make a call and I’ll be there
Anytime, anywhere
Have you heard
That I’m all about savin’ your world
All you have to do is say the word

Dial the number, call my name
Day or night, it’s all I need
Say the word
‘Cuz I’m all about savin’ your world
All you have to do is say the word

Transformers

2007-07-03T14:49:00.000+08:00

This movie freakin' rox!!!!! Everything from the graphics to the sound to the storyline is crisp. Even though some fans of the original cartoon series didn't get to hear that cartoony transforming sound, but it was well worth removing it and going all high-tech on, well, everything!

They even retained the character's personalities. Bumblebee still has that fun, yet kinda immature attitude, but who's complaining. Megatron, however, would not be showing up as a gun that Starscream would usually use to shoot around. Megatron would transform into a jet plane-like-thing. Oh, and another thing, you won't get to see Optimus Prime shoot anything. But he will kick some major decepticon butt. I'm not just about to give away spoilers. There are some comedic scenes in the movie, many of them has Bumblebee in it.

If you want to relive those really cool Autobot mechs and their transformed forms, you can go to this link here.

Guys point of view

2007-07-03T14:45:00.000+08:00

This was originally posted in friendster by a friend of mine, thought it was worth sharing. :)

You might agree with it, but
when it
actually happens 96% of girls dont
realize it 'til it is too late and that
guy who did it is so frustrated that he
has moved on to someone who will take
notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other
guys.

We don't care if you're friends with
other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and
some random guy walks into the room and
you jump up and tackle him, without
even
introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and
talk to him for ten minutes without
even
acknowledging the fact that we're still
there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but
at
2 in the morning we do get a little
concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
that
it can't wait
till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/
beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

One of the sexiest thing about a girl
is
confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door
open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.

let us pay for you! dont "feel bad"
about it

We enjoy doing it. It's expected.

Smile and say "thank you."

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's
looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for
us.

If we're going out with you in the
first
place, you don't have to feel the need
to wear the shortest skirt you have or
put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not
what
you are.

honestly, i think a girl looks more
beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my tshirt and boxers, not all
dolled up

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the
beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your
bible.

Don't talk about how hott Morris
Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney
is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You
have
girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word
"handsome"/"beautiful"

Girls, I cannot stress this enough:if
you aren't being treated right by a
guy,
dont't wait for him to change.ditch his
sorry,disgrace to the male population
ass and find someone who will treat you
with utter respect

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when
you're at your
lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when
you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter
how
bad you make them feel, or what you do.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing
just to look you in the eyes....and say
"i love you" ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance

Guys repost this if you agree

Girls repost this if you think it's
cute

Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree
with this, so we hope that all the
girls
that read this will repost this

Tips for the less experienced:

*Holdin Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand,
gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than
once.

*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with
him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to
her.

*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his
arm around you, tilt your head on his
shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

*Loving each other

Guys : When she tells you she loves
you,
look deep into her eyes, give her a
peck
on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.

*Laying below the stars

Girls : When you're both laying under
the stars, put your head on his chest
and close your eyes as you listen to
his
steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your
hands with hers.

Some people

2007-06-21T09:22:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday, my sister had quite an unusual argument while texting with another person, with whom we, or any of anyone we know knew. The guy who was texting her was so hard-a$$ed that we had a sort of fun time pissing him off. The conversation goes like this:

*guy calls*

The guy: Hello, my name is (forgot the name), pwede makipag-friends?

My sister: Sorry, hindi ako nakikipag-usap sa mga hindi ko kilala

*call ends*

*guy continues to try to call, but my sister rejects it every time*

*guy texts from here*

The guy: Bakit ayaw mo makipag-friends? Bakit mo binababa phone mo?

My sister: I'm sorry, hindi nga ako nakikipag-usap sa mga hindi ko kilala

The guy: You're so yabang ha (Take note, this is a guy talking like this, LOLZ)

My sister: What part of "don't want to talk" don't you understand?

The guy: Maybe you don't want to make friends with me because you so yabang you don't have friends

My sister: That is so pathetic. Maybe you're the one who doesn't have any friends since you searching for one.

The guy: You so yabang I doubt you have friends because you so bobo attitude

My sister: FYI! I graduated cum laude in Industrial Engineering!

The guy: (This one is the best, this is his real statement) I graduated suma cum laude in Phelosophe

My sister: Good for you, though that is the first time I've read someone to spell Philosophy in your text. Maybe next time you can spell it correctly.

The guy: (Maybe the guy lost it here cause we didn't really understand what he said) You know girl in lyf have friends when not so yabang

We ended there because we didn't want it to get worse but it was fun picking on him.

School blues

2007-06-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

A few hours left before yet another start of a year at Ateneo de Davao University. How I wish the carefree days would return, where you would sleep from 12am-10am. Now I have to wake up 6am almost everyday, no thanks to my schedule. I would only get to wake up late on Tuesdays since my class doesn't start 'till 1pm. Now, summer is yet another distant being that I await to come. >.<

Has this ever happened to you?

2007-06-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

I was at school to organize earlier but just before I went home, I noticed I had this hole in my shirt at my right armpit. No it's not the hole where I slide my hand so that I can get in the shirt, but A hole. Man, that was embarrassing, hope nobody noticed it. >.<

Rockman.exe Beast

2007-05-31T12:34:00.000+08:00

Rockman EXE Beast is the 4th generation of the Rockman series. Follow the action as a new Navi Trill, is discovered. Rockman and Netto Hikari must protect him from their new beast-type enemies, the Zoanoroids.

Beast introduces the warring Cybeasts (Cyber Beasts) Gregar (Glaga) and Falzar (Falzer), as well as the and Navi Trill (who starts out the series as an infant but quickly grows into a young child). Pitted against the newly-emerged Zoanoroid armies of the Cybeasts, Lan, MegaMan, and a select group of their partners, find themselves drawn into the parallel world of Beyondard. Guided by a mysterious girl, Iris, they join the human resistance in the fight to claim the "Synchronizer" powers of Trill, with which MegaMan is able to "Beast Out". Nearing the end of Beast, the android brain belonging to Wily of Beyondard reveals himself along with his lackeys, Blackbeard (Captain Kurohige) and Yuika (Chirol), hoping to acquire the victor Cybeast as his new body. Ultimately, the two merge together into the Super Cybeast Grezar, which becomes Wily's vessel with assistance from Trill's powers. MegaMan and Trill merge together and lend their strength to Lan to form a "Juuka Style," giving him the strength to destroy it.

IRASHAI!!!

2007-05-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

That's the greeting you get when you enter one of the best Japanese restaurant's here in Davao City. Tsuru!!! The food here is great!! Although a bit pricey, we go here only in very special occasions or if someone treats us, like my aunt (The girl in the greenish sleeveless blouse in the far left). Although they don't serve Ramen (sorry Shoti), but they do make up for it with lots of other delicacies, like (The most favorite thing I order in this place), their Japanese Fried Rice and Beef Teppanyaki!!! That's the two food pictures uploaded there. Man!! One of their chef is also pure japanese, though he wasn't our chef and we didn't see him there, but we hope that he still works there cause he's really friendly and he'll do those special requests from time to time. But to eat here, be prepared to feel the weight in your pocket to suddenly become lighter as that Japanese Fried Rice alone is worth P130. Still, if you feel you have lots of cash and you really want that authentic japanese taste, then Tsuru restaurant is just for you. By the way, it's located just near the former PTA grounds near a place called T Point and Penong's restaurant in I think is in Illustre. Oh, and if you want to see the Japanese Fried Rice being cooked, go to this link here.

Happy drooling Ü

Megaman Zero 4

2007-05-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

It was my 1st time to play this game and I should say that it is very very hard. The makers of this game took out the Recoil Rod and the Energy Shield and replaced them with a Z-Knuckle (A weapon used to grab on to things or assimilate certain enemy weapons). The story picks up from the last Megaman Zero franchise. Zero and the resistance army are still trying to find a way on how to stop Dr. Weil from succeeding in his evil plans. The elf system has changed. Now you get 1 elf, that's right, 1. But with this 1 elf, it has a lot of important abilities implanted in it with the Nurse, Animal and hacker categories in it. This way you can mix and match your wanted abilities.

Chips for body upgrades for Zero also has changed. Instead of finding the data scattered around the places you visit, you now have to find their recipes and get the data chips from certain enemies and combine them, with the help of Cerveau, into making the desired upgrade you want. Fail, and you get Junk.

The game itself is pretty challenging as it is hard to keep that Level A Rank at all times to get those desired EX skills from bosses. The bosses itself are pretty hard as well. For example, the Pegasus boss (forgot his name), will sometimes dodge your attacks and laugh at you at the same time. Then there's Heat Genblem, the fire turtle boss. He'll turn his back around you whenever you attack, leaving him invincible. For him, you have to find the right timing in order to damage him.

All in all, the game itself is a great experience and is a worthy game to be followed by the Megaman Zero franchise.

Shrek 3

2007-05-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

*Warning: Plot and/or Spoilers ahead

Just watched Shrek the Third a few hours ago with my family. The story is quite simple really and it is quite surprising that Justin Timberlake was voicing the role of of Artie or Arthur (although he did a good job at it). The movie was funny to say the least, but for me, it really circles around the kids. Though there are some surprising parts that you really didn't know about, like Fiona's mother able to smash a wall with her head, or that Pinocchio really knew his way with words, and that Gepetto (Pinocchio's grandfather/creator) would turn out to be a bad guy. The plot was really simple, Prince Charming wanted revenge and have his happily ever after. If you'd like to see the movie, I suggest bringing along some company as this movie is a lot more fun to watch with a friend rather than just watching it by yourself.

Family party

2007-05-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

The other day, that was sunday, one of my grandmothers had her 85th birthday. The fact that she's 85 really impresses a lot of people since the life expectancy of a person nowadays is really low, with guys averaging on 65 years (poor us). The party's okay i guess, the only thing that I don't like is when i'm attending a party from my mother's side of the family is that when they get to the food table, it's as if they just came out of a warzone!! MAN!!! It was every man, woman or child for themselves just to get food. Now the host says that women and children first so they could get their food first to which most of the guys obliged. Now that 'most' of the guys couldn't wait 5 minutes and started to go in like pigs!! Lucky for me and my dad we anticipated this so we asked mom and my sis to get some food for us in case we got nothing left on the food table to scrounge up. My sister was very generous in the portions (Thanks ate!) though she had to limit the rice so she wouldn't be hungry herself. After I waited a few minutes, I went in and saw that I was right, the food warmers were almost all empty and the lechon was all bones now.

I was still hungry after that so when we went home, I ate a couple of pieces of brownies so as just to satisfy my hunger.

We have internet!!

2007-05-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

We have regained our internet service after a while since the last ISP was, well, sucks. I might post my blogs almost everyday from now on, so whoever reads this, i'll keep you posted. Ciao Ü

AAP meeting

2007-05-20T01:11:00.000+08:00

I came to the AAP meetings after a while of not attending because I had a class so I can't attend. The people were still as crazy as ever, and anito joined in as well. There was this other guy though that I didn't know of who sat beside Marcel. And the ADHD guy, still can't sit in one place for a long time. He even got in in a conversation between me and Michael and he even shouted at me, that time, he was really getting on my nerves.

Really had a blast though, I was surprised to see Stephen with such short hair this time. And Marcel's term of Bishie's with beards or a.k.a. "Bishngot." Hahahahahahahahaha!!!!

I got to see my girlfriend too, which really made my day complete. We laughed and smiled together along with the rest of the AAP gang. In the end, we decided that we focus now on somewhat getting to know the Animes that we don't know of and their specific genres so as to really imply that we are an Anime Organization. Hmmm... Wonder what we're gonna watch this month, or the next month...

Theo 106

2007-05-20T01:02:00.000+08:00

I have just finally finished Theo 106!!! Finally, only one Theo left. Theo 110, but I have to be in a graduating class to get it. So it'll be far long when i'll be able to get it. Still, Theo 106 does have some good qualities as a subject. It's not practically that boring in a sense, but the whole subject dedicates itself to relationships. So I guess almost all of us were intently listening all the time, unless there're somewho don't want to get in a serious relationship.

Though I can still can remember the time I slept in class and I was caught. The teacher just laughed when she called my name and my classmates were teasing me like, "Unsa gibuhat nimo gabii jus?" or "What did you did last night jus?" I just laughed along with them and continued with the recitation, though I did get a pretty good answer out of it if I do say so myself.

All I can say now is, goodbye Theo 106. I had fun. No really, I had.Ü

Publicized Status

2007-03-18T15:39:00.000+08:00

The day draws near as me and Ellen will announce to the public about our relationship with one another. Sa totoo lang, pareho na kami sawang sawa na sa pagtatago. Kasi king nagtatago kami, mas lalo kaming napgatitripan ng mga tao. Chismiss topic kung baga. Mas mabuti pa't ilabas nalang namin para matapos na ang lahat at malaman na nila lahat ng katotohanan.

Tsaka nakilala narin ng pamilya ko si Ellen. OK naman daw xa. Nagagandahan nga sila sa kanya eh, tsaka sobrang marespetuhin daw. I'm proud of my girlfriend.Ü Ipaplano naman namin mag-outing sometime soon sa future na kasama si Ellen at pamilya ko. Plano rin namin mag-outing kaming dalawa ni Ellen na kami lang dalawa. How romantic Ü.

Valentines day

2007-02-14T10:29:00.000+08:00

I can see people today, walking hand in hand with their partners in life... Makes me miss her a lot... I keep wishing that she would, as if, magically, appear next to me... That she would hold my hand, then hug me and never let me go. I miss her face, her voice, her touch. Feels kinda lonely today, but her image and voice that lingers in my mind tells me that she's okay and that i love her so much. Each time I breath I think about her. I love her too much and i'm not letting go of her!Ü

The Lucky Number is...3 Ü

2007-02-02T10:50:00.000+08:00

Wondering why 3 is the lucky number today? SECRET!!! Hahahaha
There are a lot of things to be happy about today. For instance, the thought of her that keeps me going. It's really really getting hard not to think about her. Why? I don't know... She's stuck in my mind all the time. But i don't want to get rid of the thought that she's somewhere out there doing fine and being happy as well.

It's cold... brrrrrr

2007-01-31T10:35:00.000+08:00

Didn't expect it to be this cold today... I'm currently wearing my long sleeved shirt (black shirt with white long sleeves), and still i feel cold. Nothing special this day, just another ordinary day at school... Nothing new and exciting that's yet to happen.

Must buy that card reader at CD-R king!!! (P80 only)!!! Hope nobody buys it before I do T_T

Sleepless night

2007-01-28T03:00:00.000+08:00

It's 3am in the morning, and I can't get a wink sleep yet... I keep thinking that I did something wrong, and true that I did. I don't know what to expect when she wakes up. I'm thinking that she might be angry. Even still, my mind still wanders... I keep finding things that remind of her. She's locked up in my mind and I don't know why... I guess I just miss her too much.

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!?!?!

2007-01-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

(Note: This post mostly is in the Filipino dialect)

Akala mo kung sino kang tao! Yun pala sinisiraan mo na ako sa likod mo! Ano kamo?!?! Bola-bola't Pork Asado ka jan! Akala mo kung sino may laman, e mukha namang TOOTHPICK!!!! Akala mo kung sinong nagmamarunong! Patawa tawa ka pa jan ha! Batukan kaya kita sa ulo! Hindi mo pa ako nakikita pumutok sa galit! Do Not Try ME!!!! Maghintay ka lang bukas, at pag hindi ko talaga nakayanan... ... I WILL DRIVE YOUR FACE INTO THE GROUND!!!!!!!

NO CLASSES?!?!??!

2007-01-26T12:34:00.000+08:00

Hurried to school early this morning just not to be late, only to suddenly remember when I got to my classroom, we won't be having classes today! Most of my classmates went into a retreat so our teacher cancelled our class for that day 'cause only a few students will be left (only 10 i think...). So I waited for 5 hours for my next class, only to find out that our teacher won't be having classes for that particular class as well! *sigh* What's the purpose of me coming to school today in the first place....

Another day, another class...

2007-01-25T14:27:00.000+08:00

Just another typical day... Not much happened. Well, except for an extremely hard long exam I had a few hours ago. I feel my head's going to burst!!! Plus I have another quiz in about an hour and a half from now. Better get to studying *sigh*. To top it all of, my colds and cough returned! I thought they were gone the minute i woke up yesterday from my afternoon nap. But I can handle it today. Just have to take measures lightly... Not in the mood to laugh hard today, I even went poker faced on an acquaintance of mine when he clearly made a funny joke. I knew it was funny, but my face just said "Ah, ok.."

Listening to various songs on my mp3 player right now, but i'm quite interested in "Movin'." An ending song in the anime "Bleach™."

Anyway, better get to studying, or else someone'll get angry if I slack off... hehe *nervous laughter*

Sick day #2

2007-01-24T09:59:00.000+08:00

This is turning out to be a sick week! Turns out i have colds today... in dire need of tissue paper to blow out the snot. Plus my throat hasn't cleared up completely... I still have to clear my throat every now and then... And the coughing that comes out every now and then... Gruesome picture isn't it? Still, ordinary life must continue. I still have classes to attend to... even the freakishly hard engineering mechanics! Damn, it's so hard i feel my head's going to burst! *sigh* There's not much I can do, except to try my best and hope to pass...

I'm thinking of being absent on my 12:25pm class... That is, if my colds doesn't get any better... (Note: Need to rest when I get to my house)

Sick day

2007-01-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

Woke up with a sore throat today. Couldn't really talk that well cause it hurts. I feel so weak and tired, like i'm being glued to my bed... sadly, i have classes today which i need to attend. Even so, the thought of her hasn't escaped my mind. I was wondering, "where is she now? Is she okay? I wonder what she's doing at this very moment? Is she thinking about me?" One can't really know what goes in another persons mind. One can only hope...

Looking back...

2007-01-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

Reminiscing the times that have come to past, I noticed my life wasn't full of flowers and sunshine. Sure there were times that i had fun...laughed with my friends and family, even enjoyed life as it is... But what seems to be an eternal bliss seems to hide a broken down spirit that's been lurking inside.

Deep within the smiling exterior lies a feeling of emptiness... a feeling of longingness that eats away every single particle in me. I keep thinking, "Who am I going to share my happiness with? My sadness?" I know, that people hate this kind of feeling. Being alone in the world, with no one to share your heart's desires... your heart's pains.

I keep pressing on. Maybe someday she will come into my life to wipe away my tears. That she may throw away the pain that's been eating away my existing for so many years. Time passes on, i still dream of her every night. To this day, the thought still lingers on my mind. But for some reason, this feeling is starting to diminish. Had I already found her?